For years and years, months and months, days and days, finally my mood said that i should update this blog. Okay to make it short. I. Feel. Bored. 

It is just one week after my final test and I am in my hometown. I should be happy but sometimes I feel bored to be in here. Daily routine for holiday is just like eating, sleep, watching, browsing. One difference is my age and years i think hahaha. Okay. Lame jokes. 

I finally finished my first year in university. I met new friends and gained new experience. However, recognized that it has already June 2014 makes me feel insecure. I worry about what will I do next. Could I pass this 2nd semester with good GPA or not. Could I get something useful this holiday considering that it is 3 months holiday. My laziness reaches its highest peak. Actually, I planed to clean my house, but I am too lazy. And also, I another thing I want to say is that yourself do change depends on your environment. I met my old friends who just graduated from high school. I was happy to meet them but when talking to them, i felt like i was an outsider. I didn't know what topic should I discuss with them and what were they talking about. This feeling was growing time to time and there was time when I felt like I should not be there. I am the most despicable person in the world. Gah. But, maybe it is just one of the effect of my worries. 

Well. The answer always comes in the end. I just should put my worries to God and believe that He gives me more than I wish. And. I just should do what this post's picture says though hahaha.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day its own trouble.
Matthew 6:34